Midnight Kissing

Yeah I know everyone is doing resolution stuff and recapping the year. This entry will be no different.

I am glad to see 2012 be over. This year was definitely one of learning and growing. To say I’ve made mistakes would be an understatement. To say I haven’t gotten even awesome-er at life would as well be an understatement.

I’ve been mulling over the ideas of what to work on this year. Banging body, stop drinking Mountain Dew Code Red, read more science fiction books, the list goes on. But yesterday at a party [a small gathering if you will] I realized exactly what would make me a better person and completely change my life come 2014.

My New Year’s Resolution: To be more confident and secure with myself

I’m going to assume being secure with who I am—faults and strengths—life will continue to click into place. One day at a time.  

This brings me so much comfort.

I'm sick

Ah this flu/cold/annoying mucus ordeal continues. For the second week. Double you tee eff. And now I got John sick. Grr. Double grrr.

Look I know that I’ve been super stressed. Got my dog, didn’t sleep for a week because I was a bit overwhelmed. Then John came home because his grandma passed away. Lots of improv and late nights. Plane ride to L.A. Drove to San Diego. Then trekked across the continental US from L.A. to Chicago to move John back.

It’s been quite the month I will say that. I stayed home sick yesterday and just sat on the couch and watched The Price is Right and Pitch Perfect again. Felt good to just let my body heal. Work today is decent. Downing Gatorade like it’s cheesecake. Drank some Airborne and swallowed hella big sinus pills. I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy I am healthy.

On a side note, Allie Larkin, author of one of my favorite books Stay is not only following me on Twitter but we had an actual conversation on Twitter! Gah Gah Gah Gah Gah Gah. Holy hell GAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Also the other day I tried Pepperidge Farms’ Pirouettes for the first time. Obsessed to the max with them.  

Dusk

I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.

     —Taylor Swift  

I just want to live in the moment before nightfall. Where the sun is perfectly angled and everything is beautiful. Where your hand in mine is the warmth that lights up my soul. Where tomorrow seems far away and we’re not chasing it to come. Where yesterday was a blur that led us to now. When a moment with you is all I need. When we can just forget for a little while that there’s more to the world than you and me.  

Day 25: Many more Christmases with the people I love

Merry Christmas everyone!

Love him

Day 24: Write and perform a one-act

I have a few ideas for one acts I’d like to see come to life. I need to haul ass to get them up on stage. Ready, set GO!