Damn you HGTV

I’ve been super sucked in to HGTV lately. Something about finding a house and remodeling is speaking to me. There are two shows that I usually end up watching late into the night: House Hunters and Love it or List it. Now there’s a new one John and I watched last night Hawaii Life. Basically it’s people who are like hey let’s just move to Hawaii and figure out the rest when we get there! And that’s what they do. So the whole show is them looking at houses and then deciding among the three they were shown, which one they want to live in.

The show is ridiculous mainly because the whole time all I keep thinking is why do I not live in Hawaii? Why is there snow in my life? Why is it 3am and I’m on my third piece of cheesecake when I need to lose 10 pounds? I miss California. I might be romanticizing it a bit because whenever I went there it was vacation. But I miss the palm trees. I miss the warm breezes. I miss feeling infinite next to the ocean. Maybe it’s the pull of lack of responsibility. Maybe it’s the gorgeous sunsets. Maybe it’s all wishful thinking. I just want to run on the beach. I need new running shoes. Must remember to write that down.