Saturday, May 26, 2012

Held together with hope


In light of recent events, I have realized how fragile each of us are. Our pride and worth are so delicate. Every day we go through life trying not to shatter. Holding ourselves together with the hope of a stronger, emotionally assured future.

I am a broken mess. I am not anything to idolize or look up to. But maybe the fact that I acknowledge my shortcomings makes me stronger than I think I am. I have a shrewd image of myself, but I have amazing people around me that tell me how much I mean to the world. I won’t name names for the people I couldn’t life without, but I want you all to know, I wouldn’t be standing if you didn’t care about me.

Some experiences rip you to pieces. They make you hate yourself, show you at your worst, and prove that you’ll never ever be perfect. You need those experiences. I know I do. How else will I learn who I really am if I’m not stripped down to nothing. I’ll never know what I’m made of.

May 2012 has literally been the worst month I can remember. I have learned way too many life lessons in a short period of time. What I do with this new found knowledge is still up for debate.

It’s Saturday night. Beauty and the Beast is on ABC Family. I have reached my peak of coolness. Tale as old as time…song as old as rhyme…  

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