A blog about nothing.

So I don’t really have a topic to give my opinion on today so I’m just going to free write for 10 minutes and see where that leads me.

I ate two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches today. I miss those. There’s something about eating them that takes me back to summers when I was in elementary school. All neighborhood kids would go to the pool for the day and we would bring a lunch so we wouldn’t have to leave. Nothing tastes as good as a PB&J when you’ve been swimming for hours. That and Doritos.

I’ve been listening to rain sounds today. It’s calming and helps me focus. (Thank you John). I’ve actually gotten a lot of work done today at the office. I’ve been having a really hard time focusing lately. Seems like my mind is elsewhere. A few months ago I was practicing mindfulness so I could make it a habit of staying in the present moment. I feel like I’ve gone back to daydreaming a lot again.

I’m really thinking that my only career option is one that involves acting, improvising and writing. Mainly writing. But I know I’ll have to perform some of my own stuff to get it off the ground.

I haven’t been hungry lately. It might be my increase in running or the fact that I am more conscious about why I’m eating (which is usually boredom). If I’m serious about a career in acting/improvising I need to be in really good shape to at least get noticed. I don’t want to get stereotyped into being the chubby/awkward girl right off the bat. But until I get discovered by Judd Apatow, I will slowly continue to tone up and lose a bit more weight.

The rain sounds just picked up to a thunderstorm and scared the crap out of me. It’s so realistic. It’s like it’s raining in my head right now.

Almost done editing the first half of my rough draft for the YA novel I’ve been writing. It’s pretty decent for a novice full-length story writer.

Welp, that’s my time folks. Thank you to everyone who reads this. I know it’s not Thoreau or Walton or even Rowling, but it allows me an easy way to write every day. One day at a time. Someday (whenever that is) I will be able to see how much (fingers crossed) I’ve progressed as a writer.