Sassy pants today

It’s so strange that the older I get, the less I care about the rules. When I was younger, the thought of disobeying an authority figure would make me sweat and curl up into a ball. Now, breaking the rules is just a fun little game I like to play. I like to call it how much can I get away with right now?

It also extends to me not really caring about peoples’ opinions as much as I used to. You’re not living my life so why am I allowing you to govern it. It’s weird. The more I do comedy and blog and write my own stuff, the more I like being in charge of the work I spend my time on. Like I’ve mentioned before, I come into stuff late in life. I think I became an angsty teenager around the age of 21. Maybe this fuck it I’m going to do what I want attitude comes from being sick of not being taken seriously. No matter what I do. So to that I say screw it, I’m going to live my 20s in a semi-carefree manner (hey I do have bills to pay). But I definitely am not going to let anyone or anything stop me from doing the things that I want.

Maybe this is part of the I’m going to live forever mentality. But I actually think it has more to do with me living in the now rather than waiting for life to start.

This is me embracing the world of opportunity I hopefully won't stumble over